day doce = person who caused me a lot of pain

it was either caused a lot of pain or who i hate most. i don't really hate people. so caused me a lot of pain. i'll save the one i'm thinking of for the broke your heart the hardest though and instead go with this person even though it'll make me look stupid and awful.

this is kim. my cousin. i love her like a ton. i really do. she's just like me and it's so awesome that she's here and all butttttt. this is also the first time i've ever been like really jealous lol. people love her and ignore me now. like honestly, if she's there, they don't even talk to me. instead they're fawning over how gorgeous she is or how cute her accent is or how cool it is she's from the netherlands. i guess i'm scared that she's stealing all my friends? which is stupid cause she's going back to the netherlands soon and all but i feel like they'll still remember her, still ask about her, still love her more than me =[ oh well. tough noogies i guess.